&she has left us.
i seriously didnt expect that to happen.
its was expected by e rest but not by me.
i had this feeling in my heart shes gonna be with us during Raya.
when she passed away i wasnt thr.
i went to have my lunch nearby my plc KFC.
thn aunt call and said "comebackfast".
i rushed.
whn i went up my bro shook his head.
im seriously damn upset.
shes a super nice aunty knw.
she makes us laugh with everything she does.
i miss her so much.
i cried cried cried cried thinking of all the memories.
she used to come under my blk aft her dialysis with her maid
thn my bro or someone will go dwn to pass her mee or wdv my mum cook.
she loves her cooking.

on that day itself i read for her quran
gosh.
i actually wanted to read infront of her seeing her in tt condition
all i could do was to cry
so i went to the room
read read read
prayed prayed prayed
thn 645 she left.
im seriously damn sad.
i just cant get over it.
thrs countless things which are in my mind which she had done knw.
shes so suhweet.
she gets me bajukurung everyyr for raya.
she gives me money now and thn.
she shows me so mcuh of love.
she just loved us.
she was an awesome person
thrs a vid of her in my mum hp
its a super funny one
she'll be just talking
and like saying this and that
shes damn funny la.
thr also a photo which she pose for.
showed funny face.
wah!
seeing that stuffs makes me cry.
reminds me everymoment i shared with her.
she is someone who plays a bigrole in my life.
someone who showered me with so mucha love.
I MISS HER SO MUCH!
i just cant stop feeling sad&getting over it.
i really badly wanted her to stay with us long.
it didnt happen.
her time came.
but i cant get over the fact that shes gone.
u knw i got the pic of her talking ryt in my head with the another one which was during her funeral.
its all in my head.
makes me cry.
YaAllah,pls forgive her for whatever wrong deeds she've done.May she be blessed and be in peace.
goshgoshgosh!
IMISSHERSOMUCH.
everytime i think abt wdv she done i wanna cry.

i went to 399 just now to get sch shoes with my aunt.
she was recalling all the incidents she did.
u knw.
we seriously love her so much.
even shahirah cried like hell seyh.
my aunt always calls her HALIMAH.
hehehehehe
she makes us laugh like hell always know.
we'll laugh and laugh non stop.
recalling evrything makes us cry helloads.
ILY!IMY!

&&pplsayexpecttheunexpected